Update: Removal of This User

Emily:

   I've gone ahead and removed my things from the site guys, you can all take over--I made the majority of you admins. I'm simply too busy with life to keep up with all this! However I AM still writing to myself, so don't worry about me! Do your best! Have fun and Good luck!

Freestyle: Love at first glance

From the first time I saw her I knew there was something special about her. she had a wild side that showed in her eyes, but she was also caring and kind. the more we talked and got to know each other the more we fell for each other. she had a troubled life growing up, but so did I, and thats why we loved each other so much and why we understood each other so well. Eventily we started to like each other but we didn't know we both like each other till a few day went by and he asked me out and I was like omg is this true and I just broke down crying in his arms and told him if I sad yes would u help me and if u help me in return I will help u. And I said yes and he jumped up and down picking me up and was spinning around with me in his arms and we went to that same place everyday till we started to grow old of it cause we knew every part of each other and of the place and we loved each other so much and wanted to spend the rest of our life's together. we wanted to raise our children better than what our parents did. we didn't want to make the same mistakes. He eventually got the curage to ask me to marry him and I stated to jump up and down and grabed him and pulled him to me and we kissed for ever it seemed like hours but it was only a few mins After that we fould out it was midnight and we both knew we both wanted to get married at midnight and we talk about it and plan to go to LA and elope

Freestyle: Life

I hide the real me no one knows I can be the best girls there is I ask tough cause if I don't I get told to grow up and be strong there's no one that hasn't told me that a tear is a weakness a cut is pain and a blade is not right but I don't fucking care anymore people just need to stop and see whats its like to live my life to show that I can live with out the ones that cause me pain the blood I have shed NO ONE will get me out of this place alive and U will never get out alive eather Life is what's the problem with the world people get mad when they don't get what they want but I learned that if I work hard I can have just what u want I have never been given things just for the fun I have to work for them I have to fight to have them my life is something I fight for everyday I bargin with god and the devil to let me stay a little longer each morning u live to die and I die to live

Freestyle: Am I Real?

Why am I here?
I'm back inside these quiet walls.
I can hear my thoughts screaming in my head.
His voice is still in here and I'm scared.
It's calling my name
Begging me to do his deeds
And no matter how much I refuse
He won't leave me alone.