Freestyle: Curse

It's three a.m.
I still can't fall asleep.
This voice in my head is still haunting me
And I don't know who to ask for help.
I don't know who's voice it is.
It scares me so much
But I'm trying my hardest to hide my fear.

Freestyle: My Purpose

I want to find my purpose.
I want to know my life has great meaning.
I have so many questions in my mind,
So many doubts I want to clear.
Is the man in the sky real?
If he is,
Did he make a mistake?

Am I insane for thinking he is real?
I feel like I speak alone when I pray
Because I never hear a response.
Maybe I have no faith.
I never truly believed in him
And for that,
He now despises me.
Has he given up on me?
Is there any way to recover my faith?
I've spent years asking and searching
But I still find myself questioning your existence.
If you are real,
Where were you when I needed you?
Did you even know I was lost?

You have seen my devils reveal themselves.
You saw my soul get tainted and misused.
Every sin I have committed
You witnessed them beforehand.
After everything I have done,
Will you still save me?
If you won't, who will?

Freestyle: The Blade

Tears roll down my face yet the tears only make it worse the pain I need the blood I need the pain the razor brings its the only thing I look forward to I need it I crave it I can't help it but I try to put it down as I watch my life drop away right in front of me now here I come strait down to meet the devil Im a sinner and people dong get it

Freestyle: Tears

Tears that fall
Tears that don't
Tears will stay in
Tears will fall out
Tears of pain
Tears of fear
Year have come and gone