Why are you punishing me?
Do you want to see me dead?
If so, tell me.
I'll gladly stop breathing this instant.
I already feel dead
And there's no reason for me to live.
No one will miss me if I'm gone.
So why don't you just kill me now?
You probably enjoy me suffering.
I know you are watching me up there
Putting so much shit into my body hoping I'll collapse.
Please just strike me down now.
Are you hoping I will change?
Because I don't plan on changing at all.
The drugs might be killing me
But at least they numb the pain.
What have you done for me?
What do you expect from me?
Is this some sort of master plan to make me stronger?
I guess it didn't work,
I feel so weak.
I can't believe I'm still alive.
Why can't you see I've given up?
Everyone else does.
They don't care what happens to me.
They probably hate me more than I hate myself.
I refuse to call your name
I feel like in going insane just thinking about it.
No one is going to help me.
Why would anyone want to save me now?
I don't even want to save myself
Or even look at myself.
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