Freestyle: I Wish I Knew

I wish I could know what you think of me.
Do I make you smile?
Am I ever running through your mind?
I also wish I could tell you that I want you.
Every second that goes by
I feel like I'm fading away from you.
When I have you in my arms
Time seems to stop.
I find it hard to believe it's true
Because I swear it feels like I'm dreaming.


I love feeling your hand on mine.
The way our fingers hug one another
While our eyes look into each other's soul.
Seeing past our flaws,
Never worrying what goes on around us,
Because in that silent moment
Nothing else matters.
My world shuts down before you
And when you are away
It completely shatters.

Yet even with all this being said
I can't help but wonder how you feel.
Do you ever feel like you are dreaming?
Do these words warm your heart?
Or do you see them simply as letters on a piece of paper?
God, how I wish I could end this curiosity,
But at the same time I love it.
Not knowing whether your heart calls for me,
Makes me try even harder to capture it.
Still, I really wish I knew.